hello world(s). I am me and you know me (pretty great).

I have been reflecting on the requirements of this segregated, globalized, weird world. Addiction seems to be the requirement to participate in society. Perhaps I am tired, perhaps I am lazy, perhaps both or none of the above (yes I write like a french philosopher and I’ve almost never edited my papers due to sheer confidence and lack of care (I am not going to grad school next year), buckle up). More likely, I cannot think of a time in my life when I was not consuming reel-like short form visual content. And that scares me.

So here I hope to share pictures of myself (proof of life). what I’ve done recently or what I’m feeling. Maybe it won’t be as radical as I think but I’d like to be less bad at human connection.

Anywho, I shall share. I believe that when we shift away from being suicidal (or having suicidal ideation), we face mortality with a fresh perspective. Death is certain, why live a life upheld by lies? Energy tossed out into the world carelessly in order to hold up an image of the self… boring (tomatoes tomatoes).

Ok, I just spent thirty minutes looking at circus school applications (not a joke). I shall go now, sending you all love.

LAST BUT NOT LEAST. This year I would love to emphasize that I HATE TEXTING. SO BADLY SO SO SO SOOOOOOO BADLY. If you’re ever wondering how I’m doing, please call me. Don’t text me to “find a time to call”, just call me. Ok byeeeee, happy new year!